Chapter 39: More Heartache

"Oh, God! It's all my fault, I agreed to leave her up there."

"It's not your fault, Alice...It's mine I should've followed my instinct. I'm so sorry,..I deviated the bullet...I never thought..."

Graham couldn't find the strength to continue. It had all happened so quickly and yet, it kept playing over and over in his mind in slow motion. A cop came to bring him in another room for questioning.

"Start at the beginning when you saw Victoria."

"Well, she was on stage."

"Do you know why was she on stage and who let her in?" asked Detective Welber.

"I'm not sure who let her in. Once she was on stage, she asked for five minutes of our time and my fiancée, Alice, said it was ok."

"Alright, go on."

"I heard the end of her sentence..."If I can't have him...nobody will." Only Victoria wasn't aiming at me, she was aiming Alice and I had to stop her. I remember getting on stage fighting to take the gun off Vicky hands when it went off."

"Who fired?"

"I'm not sure, I was trying to take the gun off Vicky's hands"

"What did you do after?"

"I punched her and she lost consciousness. I gave the gun to a security guard. Then, I looked around to see if Alice or anyone else was hurt. I saw Alice close to the door with Keshia, Gary and Mandy. Keshia was on bended knees trying to help someone and crying, Mandy yelled for someone to call the police and an ambulance. Gary and Alice where trying to assist Keshia."

"What did you do next?"

"I went close to the door to see who was hurt and how bad it was and I saw Keshia's husband lying on the floor covered with blood. A couple of minutes later, you arrived."

"Alright and what was your relationship with Victoria Lane?"

"She's my ex-fiancée"

"Oh, messy love triangle."

"That was NOT a love triangle. Vicky and I have been over for months. Last I heard of her she was dating a much older man, not that I really cared. For her to show up at my engagement party like that! And trying to kill Alice?"

Gary was mad and sad. He was also tired, worried and felt guilty for the events of the night.

"How is Nathan? Will he make it?"

"We don't know yet. I have no more questions for you but please don't leave town. Whenever there is a struggle, it's always hard to determine who fired the gun. Unfortunately, it may be you. I'll be in touch."

Chapter 38: A Not So Pleasant Surprise

"The invitation was kind of unexpected."

"Not really! Being the best friend of Gary Sloane's girlfriend does come with some perks."

Mandy laughed.

"Anyways, Keshia, you probably would've been invited without me in the picture. Graham and Nathan get along great so do you and Alice. Speaking about him, isn't Nathan coming?"

"Yes, he'll join us later."

"Great! Let's get to the engagement party everyone will be talking about!"


Graham made sure everything was perfect. In just a few months, Alice and him would be husband and wife. He had been persistent and she finally forgave him. No man in the world could've been happier than he was when she accepted his wedding proposal.

A lot had changed. He felt much more ready to commit for life than he did when he was engaged to Victoria. This was true love; Alice was his life, he knew he couldn't make it without her.

Every guest was handpicked by himself. Nothing would ruin the night he made sure of it. Graham went back to Alice who was on the dance floor. Security was meant to be flawless; this was their night, he shouldn't worry.


"I know I'm definitely not welcomed here but I just have a few words to say..."

"Security!!!"


Graham was furious. On the stage, right before him, was standing Victoria Lane. Of all people. What could've happened and how she got in was less important to him than having her thrown out.


"Please, Graham, I ask you all to hear me out for just five minutes, maybe even less..."

"You have exactly five minutes, Victoria."

Graham turned to Alice and then deported his attention back to Vicky. He approached the stage in order to be close in case he'd have to stop her before her time was up. He didn't trust her at all.

The woman who was standing on stage looked tired, older. She had dyed her blond hair brown which made her less stunning. Victoria seemed less than ordinary. A pale shadow of the woman she used to be.


"I owe an apology to so many people here tonight, I don't even know where to start...Keshia, Mandy, Gary and Alice can you approach the stage? I notice Nathan isn't here so Keshy, you'll be the messenger.

I only have five minutes therefor, I'll get right into it. Keshia, I heard about Nathan and you. Congratulations, I wish you all the best. I apologize for all the heartaches I caused both of you. I've been cruel and selfish when you were sweet and selfless.

Mandy, losing your friendship as well as Keshia's served as a lesson. I'm hoping you can forgive me for going after Gary knowing you wanted to be with him. That was so wrong.

Gary...to think I had forgotten...I put you in a drawer that I closed a long time ago. I never made the connection until a couple of days. You must hate me. I don't blame you. I guess you got your revenge. I still want to apologize.

Last but not least; Graham. I love you with all my heart, always will. I played you, manipulated you, took you for granted...I lost you and my world fell apart. I'm so sorry; sorry for what I've done and what I'm about to do...If I can't have you..."


Gary was on stage before Victoria had pulled the gun out of her purse. He ran towards her trying to stop her as she was pointing it towards Alice. Trying to grab the gun from Vicky's hands, Graham heard a shot and screams. Despite his best effort, he was too late. She had already hurt someone.

Recap Chapter 26 to 31

Chapter 26 to 28

Vicky asks Gary about Graham's feelings towards Alice. She feels Alice will always be in the way of their relationship. She is less than pleased with the answer especially since Gary refuses to speak to Graham. She doesn't know how to get Graham to care anymore.

Keshia admits to Mandy that she slept with Graham. Out of spite for Victoria who had already messed up two of her relationships. She also reveals to Mandy she knows how Vicky found out and got Graham to take her back. Keshia apologizes to her friend and tells her she wants nothing less than to destroy the girl who's poisoned her life and so many others for many years.

Alcie comes out of her coma to find Graham by her side, He pours his heart out to her but she has doubts. She wants to move on and tells him it's too late.

Chapter 29 to 31

Keshia confronts Vicky about the past. Keshia tells her she was the reason her engagement to Nathan fell apart. Vicky asks if she would agree on a truce. Neither one really believes it's going to work out.

Mandy puts a plan in motion for Graham to know Vicky found out about his sleeping with Keshia by reading her diary. Keshia is more than happy to volunteer a confirmation when he calls to inquire about what Mandy told him "innocently".

Gary meets Victoria for diner; he tells her he knows she went through Keshia's diary. That he thought she had changed but she lied her way back in his life. Vicky cries and tells him she's sorry; Gary leaves her for good.

Recap Chapter 13 to 25

Chapter 13 to 15:

Gary tells Graham he prepared a document regarding his agreement with Victoria. Graham tells him to get in contact with Vicky and have her sign the documents. Partly because he doesn't want to have contact with her at the moment and because he promised he wouldn't initiate contact with her.

Gary inquires about the state of Graham's relationship with Alice and is pleased to learn Graham considers his relationship with Victoria to be officially over. On his way out of the office, Gary bumps into Alice and tells her to take care of his best friend and he'll deal with Vicky.

Vicky pays a visit to Mandy and Keshia who had been out of sight for a few weeks. They get into a small argument after Mandy confronts Victoria about seeing Gary. Vicky admits having diner with him but only for legal purposes. Mandy and Keshia are pleased to hear Vicky trusts Gary so much she didn't read the documents she was signing.

Keshia worries Gary is just using Mandy who is determined to continue following the original plan. She tries to convince Vicky to apply for another job at Leetson's another agency. Gary agrees with Mandy and tells Vicky she might become a partner in the publicity agency Mandy encouraged her to apply. Vicky considers sleeping with Gary but thinks about Mandy and Graham and hopes Graham sees them together soon.

Chapter 16 to 19

Graham runs into a rival at a party at Victoria's. Trying to embarrass him, Leetson asks him how it feels to lose his fiance and then have her look for a job at another agency. Gary informs Leetson and a surprised Graham that Victoria no longer works for Graham. Gary explains to Graham the agreement she signed clearly stated she was not to be looking for another job while her salary and expenses were assumed by Graham and his company.

Alice is a little worried because Graham seems upset and it has to do with Victoria. He tells her why but adds that he'll deal with him in time and place. Vicky walks up to Alice when she sees her alone and plays nice. Alice tells Vicky she's unemployed with much details and gets a small revenge dropping wine on her. Graham arrives and Vicky tells him to wait while she changes. Graham leaves with Alice without waiting.

Victoria talks to Graham and tells him she knows about his affair with Keshia. She convinces him she left him because she was insecure. She asks him to leave Alice and give it a second chance; it's a side of Victoria he's never seen. Graham is torn and tells her he'll think about it and whatever he decides, she'll be first to know.

Victoria had become suspicious Keshia was keeping a secret. Since she knew her hiding spots for her diaries she goes through the ones she can find and learns Graham and Keshia slept together one night. She decides to use the information to get Graham back.

Chapter 20 to 22

Gary is shocked when Graham tells him he'll give his relationship with Vicky a second chance. He tried to persuade him not to when Graham reveals he had an affair with Keshia and Victoria knew. Although he wanted Alice to be first to know, Graham had already promised Vicky he'll tell her his decision first.

Victoria gloats to Mandy and Keshia. Given their surprises, Vicky confronts Keshia about the night she slept with Graham trying to force the truth out of her. Keshia runs to her room to see if her suspicions are founded.

Alice lashes out at Graham. Vicky made sure to deliver the news she was back with Graham to her before he had a chance to. She tells Graham she's leaving and not to look for her. A confused Graham kisses Alice only to worsen her anger. He believes he's driven her away forever.

Chapter 23 to 25

Keshia meets with Alice to tell her she has information that might make Graham change his mind. Alice takes her number without much interest. As she's getting behind the wheel to leave, she starts crying.

Graham goes to the ER after he receives a phone call concerning Alice. Victoria is furious to see he would leave her in the middle of their date to run to Alice's side. Vicky causes a scene at the hospital and Graham tells her to leave. She's not too happy with the change in Graham's personality.

She wants to be in charge like before but decides to give up for the moment. Graham learns Alice is in a coma and decides to stay in the hospital until she wakes up. He realizes if it wasn't for Vicky coming back, he probably would've married Alice. He also feels guilty knowing she was in a car accident so soon after leaving the office.

Seeing Alice on the hospital bed, Graham's feelings are suddenly more clear. His getting back together with Vicky was purely out of guilt. Nothing more. Alice was the one he loved more than anything in the world. Alice's cell phone rings and as he tries to get to it to turn it off, a piece of paper with Keshia's phone number falls out of the purse.

Recap Chapter 1 to 12

Hello,

To respect my promise to "anonymous", here's the recap of all that's happen so far.

Chapter 1 to 4:

Victoria leaves Graham, her fiance. He gives her a year to think it over. Given that's it's a very sweet deal, Victoria accepts even if she has no intention of getting back together. She thinks Graham is too sweet and she needs a "real" man. Mandy and Keshia, Victoria's close friends are introduced. Mandy is a party girl a bit impulsive, Keshia on the other hand is more of a goody two shoes.

Also introduced in the first 4 chapters are Gary, the lawyer and best friend of Graham and Alice, who works for Graham and has been in love with him for a few years.

Chapter 5 to 9:

Victoria and her friends go clubbing and end up in the same club than Graham, Alice and Gary. We learn Mandy had a bit of a history with Gary, the womanizer. Victoria is furious and wants Alice to understand Graham belongs to her. She has a little to much to drink and buys a glass of wine for the sole purpose of ruining Alice's outfit but Graham isn't too happy about it.

The next day, when Vicky sobers up, she realizes she kissed Gary. Keshias tells her Mandy is pretty pissed because she stills likes Gary. However Keshia knows a lot more than she tells Victoria. After she hangs up the phone, Vicky receives roses from Gary.

We learn that Victoria set up Mandy with Gary who slept with her and then just disappeared. He apologizes and explains it's because she was friends with Victoria who he still resented for something she had done to him years ago. Mandy tells him she'll help get his revenge and starts exposing her plan to Gary which involves going to the florist and placing a phone call to Vicky.

Victoria goes on a diner date with Gary. She plans on using him to make Graham jealous. She shows her true side when we learn how she'd like to have both men fight over her with Alice watching.

Chapter 9 to 12:

Graham can't get Alice out of his mind and he's starting to wonder what made him fall in love with Victoria in the first place. He can't seem to point out anything besides her beauty.

Mandy confides to Keshia how she's helping Gary get revenge and having Victoria finally apologize for all the wrong she did to people surrounding her. Keshia is not so sure about the plan and while she likes the idea of making Vicky pay, she doesn't want Graham to get hurt in the process. She wants to find out what his feelings towards Victoria and Alice are before doing anything.

Keshia pays a surprise visit to Graham in his office. He wonders if she's here for Vicky or to stir up the past; while he was dating Vicky, he slept with Keshia, He demands to know why she came and she asks him about his feelings towards Victoria. Alice overhears when Graham tells Keshia he doesn't want Vicky back that's it's all over. Keshia leaves, satisfied with the answer.

Chapter 37: Leap Of Faith

"YOU DID WHAT??! Are you out of your mind, Keshy?"


"I'm perfectly sane, thanks, Mandy."

"Then Nathan must be out of his mind; one of you has to be. It's not a decision to be taken lightly. Why now? He's been back for less than a month to top it off!"

"It kind of seemed right at the moment..."

"And now, you're coming back to your senses, right?"

"Nathan came back to propose to me again. He wanted to apologize and take some time for me to see he had changed. He's a man now."

"Who lives in a different city."

"No, he's moving back. He has a promising job already."

"I still think it was a bad idea, Keshia. This is so not like you. You like to rationalize, analyze, quantize ; you have a scientific mind. You don't just act or react. You take your time."

"Well, I think it was about time, I start living. I've been hiding where it's safe, never moving forward because I was scared. I've decided to take a leap of faith. Come what may."

"I'm speechless...You eloped...wow! I'm sad you didn't invite me though."


Keshia laughed.


"That's why it's eloping! I still love Nathan despite what has happened with Vicky. Besides, he learned his lesson."

"About Vicky...I figured you might want to know she called. She didn't say much and didn't seem like her usual confident self. She wanted to speak with you."

"There's no point. I'm not ready to forgive her just yet."

A part of Keshiia couldn't help but wonder what exactly Vicky wanted to talk about. Nathan and her had promised each other to avoid the topic and stay away from anyone or anything similar to Vicky that could damage their relationship.

"I have a ton of more important things in mind. Like breaking the news to my parents and organizing a nice reception."

"Just a reception? How about a "real" wedding? I've always wanted to be a maid of honor"

"Let's get to it then! There's a ton of work to be done."

"Oh, Keshia?"

"Yes?"

"I almost forgot...Congratulations!"


Mandy hugged her friend. She hoped Keshia made the right decision. One she would not regret.

Chapter 36: A Much Needed Talk

“You don't even want to know why I'm back in town?"

"Save it, Nathan, save it... I really don't care."

"I came for you! I swear it's the truth. I wish you hadn't seen me with Victoria; it's not what you think."

"You have NO idea. Don't tell me it's not what I think. I remember, Nathan, I remember."

"Have coffee with me. We need to talk. So much has changed... I still care about you Keshia."

"Nathan, I'm not interested. I'm going to hang up now."

"No wait! One cup, a couple of minutes. That's all I'm asking for. I'll leave you alone after, I swear."


There was a silence on the line.


"Keshia, are you still here?"

"Yes, I am, and I'll meet you for coffee. One cup and then you disappear."

"Yes, sure, one cup. Thanks, Keshy. You won't regret it."


Keshia looked at the door right as Nathan was coming in. She hadn’t paid much attention to his new look at the club. He had sure changed and was more handsome than before. His auburn hair, though clean-cut where almost shoulder length. His hazel eyes were as striking as before and he had shaved his facial hair. He was wearing an ivory v-neck sweater that was a little tight showing off a fit body. Along with a nice tan, he was almost irresistible. Keshia found herself reminiscing about the old days. She had missed him.


“Am I late?”

“No, no, I’m early. You startled me.”

“Funny, I could swear you looked and even stared at me just as I was coming in.”


Keshia turned bright red.

“Yeah, maybe I did.”


She laughed. She was feeling a little nervous all of a sudden. The way Nathan was starring at her wasn’t helping. She didn’t want to lose her willpower.


“I love your laugh...I missed you. You look beautiful, Keshia”

“How about we get that cup? And I’m warning you; I’m going for a medium. Not a large.”


By the end of the evening, Keshia and Nathan were both very alert after 3 cups of coffee each. She was fighting hard not to let her guards down but couldn’t resist. She still had feelings for him, he still had feelings for her. Yet she couldn’t get passed seeing him with Victoria the day before.


“I have to go now, she said abruptly.”

“But wait, why? We were catching up, reconnecting... Well, I think.”

“That’s right; you think we were. But we weren’t and probably won’t. Ever. Let me tell you what I think. Victoria and you are despicable people who deserve each other. I just can’t tell what I’m doing seating here with you.”


Keshia got up proud she came back to her senses. Nathan gently grabbed her wrist.


“I’m sorry. I should have addressed the Victoria issue first. Please sit and hear me out for just a couple more minutes. She mislead me on purpose.”

Chapter 35: Deceitful As Always

"You told me she left town!"

"Well, I thought she did. Truth is, we are no longer in friends. I kinda felt all alone so when I bumped into you..."

"When you bumped into me? Victoria, you knew I was coming! You even said you thought it was better to tell me right away Keshia was gone."


Victoria knew there was no need to deny; yet she wasn't reading to give up without a fight.


"That's not exactly how it happened and you know it."

"I did contact you a few weeks ago, didn't I?"


Nathan didn't give Vicky time to answer.


"You told me Keshy wasn't seeing anyone and that she was probably ready to forgive. Only, I finally arrive and it's a whole different story; Keshia's gone. She's so gone, you want to take me out so I can have a good time and forget about it for a while."

"I swear to you, Nathan, I didn't know she'd be there."

"Vicky, she wouldn't have left town since she told me she will be graduating soon. You didn't know she'd be at the club but you sure as hell knew she was still in town."


Victoria stood silently... She watched Nathan gathering his belongings and throwing them in his suitcase. She had lost.


"I'm going to a hotel. DON'T EVER CONTACT ME AGAIN. Consider me dead, Victoria, just like I'll consider you dead. Too bad it's not actually true."


Victoria let herself fall on her bed and started crying. Was there really such a thing called karma? Nathan was far from perfection, how could he judge her? He didn't seem to mind staying at her place or having her flirt with him before he saw Keshia. She was feeling so alone and she missed Graham.

In a desperate move close to drunk dialing, between sobs, Vicky grabbed the phone and dialed Graham's number. A woman's voice, one that had become too familiar answered. Victoria quickly hung up.

No one would be keeping her cold heart warm tonight.

Chapter 34: A Psychology Paper

"Victoria Lane, I would like to see you in my office, after class."

"Sure, Professor Allan."


Vicky smiled. Caitleen who was sitting next to her in class, looked at her puzzled.

"Do you know why he wants to see you?"

"Maybe he's finally succumbed to my charm."

Professor Allan was a very handsome man. Vicky had tried to get closer to him numerous times during the semester but she never seemed to get anywhere with him. He was too professional, too ethical, he should've bored her, and instead her desire grew more.

Caitleen laughed. How she wished she could be more like Victoria. Fearless and determined. However, it seemed to imply she'd also have to be mean and heartless. She had read Vicky's paper. She wasn't sure what to make of it. The observations were good. The conclusion interesting but the subject matter was so wrong. She wanted to tell Vicky but the decided it was better she kept her mouth shut.

Only if the paper got published, it might be hell for a certain someone around campus; everyone knew Gary Sloane now. It was impossible not to. After being publicly rejected by Victoria, he started dating her less than a week later. For two months now he was the hero of pretty much every guy around. But it wouldn't last much longer and Victoria seemed ready and determined to make that clear.


"Victoria, have a seat."

"I've been wondering what you wanted to talk to me about."

Victoria flashed a big smile and crossed her legs. She normally wouldn't have done that with her mini skirt but this was Professor Allan.

"I want to talk about your paper. I cannot accept it."

“I’m sorry? What did you just say? My paper is great, it deserves an A and we both know it. I was able to built a close relationship with the subject. You can’t really question my observations, as they are very detailed. The conclusion, I believe, is nothing more than perfect.”

“It is great that you have such confidence in your work, Victoria…”

“Call me Vicky”

“I’ll stick to Victoria. Now to finish what I was trying to say; my concern is ethical. You can’t go around using people as test subjects for your experiments. I will be honest with you, everything you wrote was brilliant, and you are very intelligent. I want you to keep in mind that this paper might be published and it most likely will be because it’s the best I’ve received so far. But someone’s reputation is at sake. I can’t accept it. I’ll give you three more weeks to submit a new one. ”


Victoria stood up. This was not what she expected; if Professor Allan wanted war, he’d get it.


“Professor, I am willing to fight you on this. The subject was fully aware that he would be part of my paper. He even signed a release form. If you insist on refusing this paper; I will go to the dean.”

“Be my guest Victoria. Based on my moral principles, I cannot accept this paper and I stand by my decision.”

“Well, that’s more publicity for me. Everyone will know about this paper before the semester is over.”


By the time Victoria’s fight with Professor Allan was over; everyone in the school had heard about the paper and couldn’t wait to read it when I’d be published. The school paper would publish it before it would be available to the University’s library.

Vicky broke up with Gary not long after the dean forced Professor Allan to change his mind. Gary gave his full support without even reading the paper. He was so infatuated by Victoria. She broke up with him gently, promised they would remain friends. By now every girl wanted a piece of him so he got over the grief by dating a different girl every night.

During the summer he worked out and achieved a total body transformation. He was a different person, a man. He had muscled up, ditched the glasses and finally learned the meaning of style. When the next semester started, everyone had forgotten about the paper. That was until it was finally published by the University’s newspaper. A direct title for a controversial paper: “Human Test Subject: Ethically Wrong?”

Gary read Victoria’s paper and cancelled his classes. He couldn't stay; some people would obviously remember he dated Victoria. She had used him; he was nothing more than a test subject to her. She led him on to believe her paper was on relationships in general and that she would base herself on them when really, it was more about him. She depicted him as someone seen as pathetic by everyone including herself.

She wanted to decode the psyche of socially rejected individuals. She wanted to see how getting attention from someone who normally should ignore him would affect him. Gary didn’t bother to confront Victoria; he knew better, there probably was no use. He sworn to himself he would get revenge one day or another.

Chapter 33: A Blast From The Past

"How about a girl's night out?"

"Oh Mandy, you really are in the mood for this?"

"Sure Keshia. You need to get out more. You can't always be in the apartment. you should go out, meet people. Maybe the man of your dreams."

"The man of my dreams? Oh, right, the sweet and wonderfully amazing guy who's great in my dreams but in my life is more like a nightmare?"

"Ouch, cynical, what's going on?"

"I don't know, I guess I lost faith."

"No you haven't this is just a temporary set-back. Go get ready."



Keshia looked around. She hadn't been to Kisses for so long. It was great to be surrounded by peoples. She was getting used to being lonely too much.

"Thank you, Mandy. I needed that! How did you know?"

"Knowing you all those years, I just looked at you and could tell you needed a break."

"What would you like to drink? It's on me!"

"Can't say no then. I'll have a gin tonic. I'm going to the bathroom real quick. Wait for me here."


As Keshia watched Mandy walking towards the bathroom, she saw Victoria going in the same direction. Keshia left the bar and hoped Vicky hadn't seen Mandy and that she'd get to her first.

"Keshia!? Is that you?"

Keshia stopped walking. She recognized the voice but wasn't sure about what she should do. She could keep going and maybe he'd think he made a mistake. Or she could turn around, smile and take it from there. She chose the latter.

"Nathan...what a surprise."

"Yeah, it is. You weren't the clubbing type much. I thought you moved out of town."

"No, but you did. What brings you back?"

Nathan chuckled nervously. He looked around quickly before replying.

"Nothing in particular. You look fabulous. How have you been? "

"Thanks! I'm doing great. Couldn't be better. I'm graduating soon!"

"Good for you! That's wonderful news. How's your love life?"

As soon as the words escaped his mouth, he wished he could take them back. To make matters worse, he could see his date, Victoria, walking towards them.

"My love life is okay. If you'll excuse me, I was headed towards the bathroom when you called."

"Nathan, there you are, Sweetie! I manage for you to come back and the second you do, I lose you."


Keshia felt ill. Victoria with Nathan now? Maybe this night out wasn't such a good idea after all.

"Vicky, look who I bumped into."

"Hi, Keshia...I didn't expect to see you here."

"Really? For a change you could resist toying with people? Why here of all places? So Nathan's back for you? Well, good luck. the both of you need it."

Chapter 32: Gary Tells All

He hated this place with a passion. He couldn't wait to graduate. He was unfortunately labeled a dork. Gary couldn't believe those kind of labeling still existed in University. He was probably just unlucky enough to have chose the one university filled with immature students.

Tall, skinny with glasses and no sense of style; Gary always had a hard time in school. He barely had friends and no girlfriend which was fine with him because he wanted to concentrate on on his studies. His one distraction was in a sociology class he had chosen to complete his curricular. Her name was Victoria. She was the most beautiful girl he had ever seen, whenever she'd catch him staring, she would smile. He would spend his night dreaming of her, hoping someday he could work up the courage to ask her out.

It was a friday, He remembered it clearly. He woke up the morning feeling like a million bucks. He would ask Victoria out and whatever her answer would be, it wouldn't bring him down. He wasn't expecting a positive answer but at least it would be an ego boost knowing he was confident enough to walk up to a beautiful girl and ask her out. Once the class was over, Gary rushed out side the class to catch up to her.

In the middle of a crowed hall, he yelled her name. She turned around and smiled.

"Hi, Victoria."

"Hi...I'm sorry, I don't know your name."

"It's Gary...We share this sociology class."

"Oh, that's where I know you from. What can I do for you, Gary? You'd like my notes, help? You think I'm beautiful and want to ask me out?"


Gary laughed nervously, for a second, he was tempted to tell her he wanted her notes, but she was standing right there. It was too late to back out.

"Actually, it's the latter."


Victoria looked at him. She then let out this obnoxious and loud laughter that had everyone close by turn to see what was going on.


"ME? ON A DATE WITH YOU? Surely you gotta be kidding."


She turned around and left, she was gone. He was humiliated. He could hear everyone around laughing and pointing fingers. It would be a long semester. A very long one. He had expected to be turned down but not that she would make this rejection so public.


About a week after, Victoria came out of nowhere right outside the campus as Gary was walking home.


"Hey you! Remind me your name."

"It's Gary, what do you want?"

"Hmm...angry, I like that. I wanted to apologize. I was mean the other day. You know what? You are kind of cute. I would like to be forgiven for how I treated you. Let's go on a date."

"Really?"

Gary would've punched himself for sounding so enthusiastic. He should've known she had a hidden agenda but he was taken aback by her proposal. The thought went through his head that she probably changed her mind because he looked so confident when he asked her out before. He should be as confident now.

"I mean, absolutely. Sure, let's go on a date. How about thursday? Friday is a holiday after all, no class."

"Amazing! You'll pick me up?"

'Uh...sure."


Victoria had him right where she wanted at that very moment. He didn't like thinking about it, it just made him angry.

"Gary, you seem on an entirely different planet."

"Sorry, Graham, I was just thinking I never told you all that happened with Vicky."

"All that happened with Vicky? What? When?"

"No worries. Nothing recent. Funny, she either didn't remember me or never put the pieces together. Then again, she's never been very good at caring."

"I'm lost, Gary, wasn't your history with Vicky limited to asking her on a date and get publicly rejected and humiliated?"

"Oh, thanks, Graham, really sensible. I know you find it funny, but it hurt. Anyways, that was years ago. I didn't held a grudge for that. No, if this was all, I would've moved on easily."

Chapter 31: An Interesting Phone Call

Keshia had about given up on the idea Alice might call her. She wanted to get back at Victoria badly. She didn't want to contact Graham herself. Alice would've been the perfect messenger. No matter how much she thought about it, she couldn't find another plan. That was before Mandy volunteered.

"You do realize that if you do this and Vicky finds out, your friendship is over."

"Yeah, well, with friends like that, who needs enemies? I don't really care. Let's just go over the plan again.

I accidentally "bump" into Graham after an interview at the building and I ask him how Vicky's doing. Whatever he answers, I manage to talk about how upset you were that Vicky read your diary and found out about the infidelity. This should be enough to get him right where we want him. Best of all, no need to get Alice involved."

"Are you sure it will work?"

"I don't see how it could possibly fail unless he trusts Vicky blindly which I doubt. Not so soon after they got back together. Hell even after years being friends with her, I still watch my back in case she's about to stab me."


Everything had gone exactly as planned according to Mandy. Not long after, Keshia's phone rang. It was Graham and he had a few questions.

"Keshia, how are you?"

"I'm great...Graham?"

"Yes it's me. I'm not going to beat around the bushes here. I have a few questions and I would like a straight answer from you."

"Yes, sure, ask away."

"I ran into your friend, Mandy today. Of course, I don't know her very much so our small talk revolved pretty much about you and Vicky. Now she mentioned something I did not pay much attention too and it's only ringing a bell right now... Did Vicky read your diary? Is that how she really found out we slept together?"

"Yes, she did read it."

"Are you absolutely positive?"

"Listen, Graham, I can tell you without a doubt that she did, I could even point the exact pages she read. I'll tell you a secret. When I was a kid, I wanted to be a detective. I used to set up little "traps" to find out if anyone was messing with my things. I also had this fingerprinting kit and other gadgets.

Vicky and Mandy don't know I've never outgrown that hobby. I have fun and sometimes, it comes in handy like when I realized someone had been through my old diaries. It's Vicky and I'm not just supposing."

"Thank you, that's what I had to know. Just one other question. Why does Alice have your number?"

"I was planning on telling her about the diary. I didn't want you to get the information from me. I don't really like being involved in this mess."

"Well, unfortunately you are but thanks."


Keshia smiled; hopefully Graham would take the appropriate decision concerning Vicky.

Chapter 30: Careful What You Wish For

"Graham, I've been waiting for over 30 minutes. You know how much I can't stand being at a table on my own so I wouldn't go in. To top it off, you're cell phone was not even turned on."

"Sorry Vicky, I was at the hospital. Alice's due to be released soon."

"God, I wish I'd never hear you say her name again."

"Well you might just get your wish."

"True, she's moving out of town soon. Actually not soon enough."

"She's not moving out of town, Vicky, she changed her plans. How about we talk about it over dinner? I'm sure they've kept our reservation and I'm hungry"


Victoria was hungry too so she decided to let him off the hook. Only for that moment though.

"Let's have some wine, Graham. I want this to be a romantic diner. You owe me after all that waiting."

"Yes, sure, order whatever you would like."


Graham was distant he didn'tknow how he should bring up the subject. He had invited Victoria for diner for a precise reason. Only now, Vicky seemed to be in a romantic mood. He would ruin her diner if he started telling her why he brought her there. On the other hand, he didn't want to be deceiving. He was the one who picked up the restaurant. Somehow it all made sense to him before; end it where it all started. Now it seemed mean and cynical.


"Something's bothering you? I've asked you three times already what you were having."

"I'm sorry, Vicky. I'm just having second thoughts about this diner."

"Why would you have second thoughts about a simple diner."

"Weren't we suppose to discuss our future together? We were cut short last time we tried discussing the subject."

"It can wait after. Now I just want to spend sometime with my one and only."


Victoria smiled while inside she was torn apart. Something was wrong and she could feel it. He was late for starters; extremely out of character. Then there was this enigmatic comment about Alice. Now to top it off, it was easy to tell his mind was somewhere else.


"Vicky, how strongly do you feel about me, about us?"


The dessert had barely arrived that Graham felt he couldn't take it anymore and needed to end it as soon as possible. Vicky had been sweet through the whole diner, making future plans. Romantic gestures, romantic lines, she hadn't miss anything. He refused to believe she didn't notice his lack of candor. If he waited a minute longer, he knew he would hate himself for doing so.


"Well, we've had our differences. I believe what we have now is great. We are stronger than ever, we can tell each other everything. I love you, Graham; I'm willing to go the extra mile for you.

I've learned a lot when we were apart. Like how I can be cruel and dishonest. I still have a bit of a jealous streak but I'm working on it. You have changed also. You are more of the man I was looking for. I've never been so in love."


Victoria smiled and held Graham's hand. She was facing him and he couldn't bare the thought of seeing her face as he hurt her so deeply. He brought his hand together, away from Victoria's. He closed his eyes and took a deep breath.


"Vicky...I wish I could tell you I felt the same. I do love you but all I learned while we were apart is how I wanted and needed someone different. You just said you learned how cruel and dishonest you could be and that stayed with me. I can't forget how you just played with other's emotions including mine.

I also believed the games were over and we'd be honest with each other. Only I just obtained an interesting information. You lied, Vicky; once again. Just when I thought I could trust you, I realize you haven't changed at all."


Graham opened his eyes. He could face her now. He had nothing to feel bad about, she had brought it up on herself. Vicky didn't seem to understand. He waited a moment to see if she'd try to deny or defend herself but she stayed silent.


"You didn't know from the start that I cheated, did you? You found the information in Keshia's diary. Then you came to me with this nice little story to justify your wickedness when you left me. You had lost everything and wanted it back. I guess you would do anything. I wouldn't call that love, Vicky. I will not have a life based on a lie and maybe lies since I can't tell how many you've told. It's over."


Victoria was crying. She didn't even want to stop Graham from leaving. She was out of tricks. Now she understood what he meant when he said she wouldn't hear him say Alice's name again. She just wouldn't hear him again.


"I'm sorry, Graham. I'm so sorry you wouldn't believe it."

"You're right. I wouldn't."


He got up and left.

Chapter 29: A History Lesson

“Funny you would want to talk to me. I had kind of settled for us hating each other.”

“I guess one more one less on your enemies’ list isn't much. I would however like to be more. For example, maybe the one who knew better, exposed you for what a fraud and hypocrite you are.”

“Ok, Keshy, if you brought me here to insult me and make it harder on both of us, I’m leaving.”

“Come on, Vicky, we’re just getting started. It’s a beautiful day; the park is a public place, no worries. I think we can and should talk about how we feel right now.”

“I suggest you go first then.”

“My pleasure. Let’s see…I’ve already told you I think you’re a fraud and a hypocrite. I know you read my journal. You had no clue anything ever happened between Graham and me. I don’t know why you read my diary. Maybe you were just bored. I don’t know but I’m convinced you used this information to get back together with him."

“Nice little story. Don’t try to make me the bad guy here. YOU slept with MY boyfriend.”


Keshia started laughing as if it were the best joke she heard. Vicky looked at her; she was clueless.


“Vicky, I’m not blind and I’m certainly not an idiot. Remember Nathan? Because I sure do. It was years ago so there’s no point in denying. Nathan and I were good. We were happy.

That was until you came along. I know what was going on between you two. He told me all of it. For some reason, I left him but stayed friends with you. Maybe I wanted a chance for payback.”

“Nathan? You are mad about Nathan?! He was a joke. If anything, I did you a favor. You could have done much better.”

“And you’re the one to decide? We were engaged, had plans for the future…I guess you couldn’t take it. You say I could have done better and yet, you tried to have him leave me for you. I guess you overestimated the power you had over him.”

“Listen Keshia, I’m not on trial here. Two wrongs won’t make a right. It took me a moment to believe what I read in your journal. We were both wrong. Can we make a truce? We don’t really have to be friends but we can be civil to one another.”

“Forgiven but not forgotten?”

“Exactly.”

“Yes, sure, Vicky. It’s a deal.”


They smiled and shaked hands. Deep down, neither of them believed in the truce.

Chapter 28: Taking Control

Alice slowly opened her eyes. Her vision was blurry. She had no idea where she was or how she ended up there. A familiar voice spoke her name. As her surroundings became clearer, the memories came flooding in.


“What are you doing here, Graham?”

“I just needed to make sure you were alright. You are at the hospital, Alice.”

“Yeah, well, I still don’t need you around. You can go, free of guilt. You never should have come. Shouldn’t you be with Victoria and watch her gloat over how she won you back?”

“Alice, this is not you…it’s not that simple and you know it. I couldn’t be with Victoria tonight. When the rescue team called…I was just so scared. I don’t know what I would’ve done if anything had happened to you.”

“Graham, just because I had an accident after I left the office doesn’t make you responsible. I was doing great when I left and I’m still great. I just want you out of my life. I guess I forgot to take you off the emergency number list. This won’t happen again. Now please leave.”

“Give me one more minute. There’s something you should know… I love you, Alice. Probably more than I love Vicky, more than I ever will. I cheated on Victoria with her best friend, Keshia.

We promised to keep it a secret and I felt so bad that I proposed to Vicky not long after. I guess I thought it would put my conscience at ease. It didn’t and I found myself trying to please her more and more. It was as if I had decided I would spend my whole life making it up to her even if she didn’t know.

Vicky left me and yet, I was still feeling bad and wouldn’t let her go. Then I finally understood; I was free. She had given me my freedom back. You had always been there but it’s like I had never noticed before. With Vicky gone, I felt like a different man. I could start over.

I never meant to hurt you. Only when she came back and told me how she knew all about Keshia and me from day one, I…I started to feel like I owed her all over again. I left you but never stopped thinking about you. Whether you believe me or not, I’m leaving Vicky. Tonight.”


Alice was confused. It all seemed like some sort of love triangle. Keshia had approached her earlier and said she wanted to help. Now she was finding out she slept with Graham. She looked around the room. Her purse was on a chair and next to it a piece of paper she didn’t have before meeting Keshia. Her number; Graham had probably seen it.

Nothing made sense. Felt like she was the circus’ clown. She had to figure out the nature of the current relationship between Keshia and Graham. This brutal change of heart didn’t make much sense.


“Graham, you do what you want to do. You and me, it’s over. That’s how it is and how it will be.”

“I promise I won’t give up.”


After a long time letting it flow, Graham finally felt it was time to take back the control of his own life. He wanted to be with Alice. Everything he told her he meant it. Her accident made him realize he didn’t care for life without her. Keshia number was a warning sign that if he didn’t act now, Alice could definitely turn his back on him. Forever.

Chapter 27: Truth Is

Hearing the sound of keys, Keshia quickly tried gathering her books, papers, pens and the rest of the mess on the living room table. It seemed pretty clear after just a second she would never be able to avoid Mandy like she did this past week.


“Keshy! For a change, you’re not hiding in your room. Ever since Vicky dropped her bomb, you’ve been avoiding me. Knowing I respect your privacy too much to intrude sure made it easy. I am however certain you know it wasn’t right.”

“To be honest, I wanted to avoid talking to you just now. Guess I was so caught up in my studies I didn’t hear you arrive. It’s just when I heard your keys that I tried to make a run for it.”

“One look on the table gives it away. Can you please explain to me what’s going on? Cough it out sister! I’m pretty angry with you. Maybe an explanation would make me more sympathetic.”

“I don’t have an explanation but I owe you an apology for not trusting you. Vicky didn’t lie; I did sleep with Graham. Once, that’s it. It was a mistake and I still kind of feel bad about it.

I would’ve told you; only I promised I wouldn’t tell anyone and just wanted to leave it all behind me. Vicky read my old diaries and she found out. Probably used her findings to get Graham back.

You know, I chose to avoid you because of the look on your face when you heard. It was as if I had not only betrayed Vicky, but you also. And that; I couldn’t live with. You know I’m not the kind of girl who betrays a friend but that’s definitely enough to make one doubt it.”

“Why? What exactly went through your mind to have you do such a thing? I would be a hypocrite to tell you it’s ok. I barely speak to Vicky anymore because she keeps crossing the line of what’s acceptable and what’s not with Gary. But you went straight for a taboo…”

“I’ve done a lot of thinking lately. I’ll be honest, with you, with myself. When it happened, I thought it was because I had always been a little jealous of Victoria. Everything seemed to be great for her, she was beautiful, had a great career and an amazing man…

Truth is: I did it out of spite. I guess I’m not as goody two shoes as some make me out to be. Victoria had done it to me in the past. Yes, in case you didn’t know, I left David thanks to her. Before him, it was Lloyd, he left me out of guilt and I didn’t know until recently.

I despise Vicky. That girl’s venom poisoned my life for years and I was just happy to poison hers just a little bit. I was too nice though; remorse started kicking in and I decided to put behind me. Only she had to read my diary and get it out.”


Keshia was mad. From her voice, Mandy could feel controlled rage. She had never seen her like this. It was like after all these years, Keshia had finally decided to take a stand.


“I want nothing less than to destroy her. Leave her with nothing. You are right concerning Gary; to Vicky, nothing is sacred. Gary may hate her right now, but she could still get to him. I’ve quickly put together a plan B. If you want in on it, you let me know. By the way, sorry again.”


Keshia was just about to head to her room when Mandy hugged her tight. She started to cry.


“Hey, don’t cry, Keshy. I’ll always be here for you.”

“Same here.”

Chapter 26: When All Else Fails

"Hey handsome! I figured I'd find you here."

"Vicky! To what do I owe the pleasure?"

“To whom is more like it.”


Victoria sat on the stool right next to Gary and waived the barman.


“I’ll have a gin tonic with a hint of lime. Thanks.”

“Let me guess. That someone is Graham. Hopefully you are looking for some excitement tonight.”


Victoria giggled.


“I’m still taken, Gary. I’m here for company and some information.”

“Company? Whatever happened to the three musketeers?”

“That’s a though subject. Keshia betrayed me by sleeping with Graham. As for Mandy, well, she seems to think I’m trying to keep you away from her.”

“Aren’t you? I wouldn’t mind, you know!”


Gary smiled and blinked. Victoria wasn’t feeling very flirtatious and preferred changing the subject.


“Do you think Graham and I are right for each other?”

“I’m totally bias, Vicky, you can’t ask me that. I want you all to myself.”

“Ok then, a different question. What do you know about his feelings for Alice?”


Gary was seeing a human side to Victoria. Did she genuinely love Graham or was she just trying to size the competition just to win? Knowing Victoria it could be all a game; it didn’t mean she really cared. But the look in her eyes, seemed to say it was true. She was scared of losing Graham and she probably loved him.


“I’m sorry, there is no easy way to say this. Graham cares about Alice deeply. When they started dating, it was as if they were made for each other. He was obsessed with her and she was really into him. He had given up on you, Vicky, that says a lot.”

“Now he’s back. He’s giving us a second chance but I feel like Alice will never be part of the past. Graham is at the hospital right now with her. I’m sure he feels guilty; he probably thinks she had an accident leaving the office. He’s changed, Gary, I don’t recognize him. Could you talk to him?”

“Wow, Vicky, I’m not sure what you want or what you are asking for but I can’t. If someone needs to talk to Graham, it’s you.”

“Thanks anyways. See you around.”


Victoria left the trendy bar and started walking to her car. She was almost hoping to get hit by a car while crossing the street. Maybe that would get Graham to care.

Chapter 25: A Disturbing Discovery

"Nurse Davis! I'm still waiting for the doctor."

"Yes and we are terribly sorry. It's a very busy evening. I can tell you Miss McCarth's apparently hasn't suffered major brain injuries. The doctor should be able to tell you more. He'll meet you as soon as possible.

We have just received your fiancée's personal effects. Would you like to have them?"

"Sure, I'll take them. Will I be able to see her soon?"

"Absolutely. They should bring her to ICU in a few minutes."

Graham followed the nurse to the desk where she gave him a small package. It contained Alice's clothes and her purse. He couldn't wait to see her. He needed to know she would be fine. Just as he was about to look in her purse to find her sister's number, Graham saw two orderlies push a stretcher on which Alice was lying. He quickly put the package back together and followed them to the ICU.


She looked so peaceful. She had some bruises on her face and arms but overall she seemed alright. Graham gently caressed her face like he used to do. Funny how it seemed like a lifetime ago the last time he'd done it. She was so beautiful, so amazingly sweet and he hurt her.

Life could be so fragile. Graham still had a hard time understanding why Alice was in a coma. The medical staff told him she was stable and her condition was not life threatening. Yet, with all those machines and this tube helping her breathe; it was hard to believe. She had to be alright. He loved her. More than himself... Definitely more than Victoria.

This admission to himself only came as half a shock. Guilt was the strongest motive for him getting back together with Victoria. It wasn't love, not even nostalgia.


Alice's cell phone started to ring. He had no time to go through her purse and didn't even think about it. Being in an hospital, it should definitely be off.

He looked inside her purse trying to locate the phone before the nurses came over to warn him. The phone stopped ringing. He kept searching the bag for it when a little piece of paper fell.

Graham picked it up and recognized Keshia's handwriting with her phone number on it. Why would Alice be in contact with one of Vicky's friend? Especially Keshia? This couldn't mean anything good.

Chapter 24: A Visit to the ER

Victoria was running behind Graham who was making his way through the crowded ER.

“I can’t believe you cut our date short for her!”

“Vicky, Alice is my friend. She may be hurt. I can’t sit at a restaurant and have a meaningless conversation knowing that.”

“Meaningless? Meaningless! Is that what you call a conversation about our future together, Graham? Because if it is, it makes perfect sense you’d rush to see Alice whenever she slaps her fingers. I don’t know if I can trust you at all.”


Graham brutally stopped and Victoria almost slammed into him. He turned to face her and spoke with a controlled tone.

“Go back home, now. I’ll pretend I didn’t hear a word. Alice didn’t call me. A rescue team did. Something bad may have happen to her and you try to make this about us? About you?”

He was different from the man he once was. He was taking charge a lot more than before. Victoria thought she was with a real man finally. On the other hand though, he was harder to manipulate and more controlling.

She was in a bad position. After she found out he cheated, she wanted to be in charge more than ever. She wouldn’t take him for granted but surely wouldn’t give him too much freedom. Only it was close to impossible; Graham was calling the shots now.

Victoria wanted to get back on Graham’s soft side and was thinking as she was talking and ended up stammering.


“Well, I didn’t exactly mean to…I didn’t want to imply…uh, I just don’t understand why the rescue team would call you out of anyone else.”


Graham sighed. Victoria was exasperating.


“I’ve been listed on Alice’s emergency call list for quite sometime now. She doesn’t have any family in the city. I’m her closest friend, Vicky.”

“Wrong! Were. You WERE her closest friend, Graham. Now she’s not even your friend, she’s your ex-girlfriend. Maybe now’s not the best time to talk about this but you should be more aware of her new status. I hope when she moves out of the city, we won’t have anything to do with her anymore.

“Please, Vicky, I won’t ask again. Go home now. We’ll talk about it later. Certainly not now.”


Victoria finally got herself to admit she wouldn’t get through to him at the moment and left the hospital. Graham felt his tension drop the moment she turned her back. He looked around; people were staring. They had really put up a show, just what he hated, a public argument.

He pursued his way to the ER desk where he inquired about Alice’s condition and location. The nurse told Graham that Alice had been injured in a car accident. Her condition was not life threatening and she would be moved to a bed in ICU very soon.

“Your fiancée is in a coma, they’re running more tests to determine the cause.”

“My fiancée?”

“Yes, Alice McCarth; I noticed your ring. And you arrived quickly too. You have this look of fear and concern. I’ll recognize it anywhere, don’t worry; I’m sure she will be just fine. It’s not uncommon for victims of a trauma to fall in a coma. I’ll get the doctor to have a word with you.”


Graham twisted his ring around his finger. He forgot he had put it back. Alice wasn’t his fiancée but he didn’t even correct the nurse. He could have married her and probably would have someday. But Victoria came back.

He felt guilty. She was probably in that accident after she left the office. She was headed out to a brand new start. If Alice was in a coma, he wanted to stay with her until she woke up; despite what Victoria would say. Hopefully she wouldn’t come barging in the hospital demanding an explanation. He just didn’t have any.

Chapter 23: Looking For An Ally

"Alice, right?"

Keshia offered a handshake to Alice who ignored the extended hand. She took a look around the office and saw boxes on Alice's desk.

"I'm Keshia...We saw each other about a month ago when I came to see Graham."

"I remember you. From what I recall you are Victoria's friend. If you're here to see Graham, let yourself in. The new assistant didn't start yet."

"Actually, I'm here to see you."

Alice scoffed.

"Me? Well make yourself useful then. Just grab that last box on the desk and we'll talk on the way to my car."


Inside the elevator Keshia still hadn't say a word to Alice. She was intrigued. What would a friend of Victoria want to speak to her? As the thought of a set-up crossed her mind, Keshia started talking.


"Listen, I know this will sound weird but I know about Graham's recent change of heart and if you ever need someone to talk to..."


Alice interrupted her.


"I have girl friends you know! Even if I didn't, I certainly wouldn't cry on your shoulder. You are Victoria's friend!"

"I'm so sorry, I didn't mean to imply...Can we just start fresh? I swear, I am anything but Victoria's friend. I'm pretty sure I know how she managed to get Graham back. It's my fault I guess. Anyways, I figured if you'd want him back, you may be interested."

"Listen, Keshia...I hate games. I thought I knew Graham pretty well. In less than a week I see Victoria get to him; I don't recognize him anymore. If you must know, I don't really care anymore."


They had finally arrived to Alice's car. Keshia put the last box inside and tried convincing Alice once more.


"If Graham was ever your friend and you cared about him like I think you do, call me. Here's my cell number. Don't hesitate."


Alice took the piece of paper Keshia handed her and shoved it in her bag. She didn't need it. Her new job seemed very promising. It was about time she changed anyways. she only stayed for Graham.

Alice watched Keshia walk the last few steps to the parking's exit. She started her engine and as the key turned in the ignition, it was as if it unlocked all her hidden emotions. She rested her head on the steering wheel and started crying.

Chapter 22: Letting Her Know

Graham had asked Alice to meet him in his office. She had just entered the office when she started talking barely leaving a chance for Graham to greet her.


“There’s no need to say anything, I already know why I’m here.”

“What do you mean, Alice? I told you we had to talk because there is so much I have to tell you.”

“Oh, like: you are sorry, you want me to understand, you never meant to hurt me et cetera. It’s all bla bla bla to me.”


Alice looked at Graham and could feel the anger coming on strong. She continued, screaming.


“I don’t understand, Graham, I never will! Even less having to learn it through Victoria.

You look surprised…that bitch is a parasite! If you want to get back together with her, fine; but don’t come back looking for me.”

“I’m really sorry, Alice. You wouldn’t believe to what extend. I don’t know what Victoria told you or when or why. I wanted to tell you myself…I had to tell Vicky first because I promised her she’d be first to know once I reached a decision.”

“This just goes to prove where your loyalty lies.”


Alice turned leaving Graham facing her back. She walked to the door. Just as she was about to step out; he rushed from behind and shut the door.


Neither of them moved for a moment. They could feel the tension in the air. Graham put his hands on Alice’s shoulders and made her turn to face him.


“Don’t hate me, Alice.”

“Don’t hate you? Don’t hate you? First you dump me, let me find out through someone else and now you want to tell me how to feel? You have some nerve! I can’t believe…”


Graham approached and kissed her. She kissed him back for a second before pushing him away. She slapped him across his cheek.


“Obviously, you’re not sure what you want. You can’t have your cake and eat it too. I’m leaving, Graham.”


Alice walked out of the office. Graham didn’t move and kept standing next to the door. He touched his burning cheek and then his lips. He knew it was wrong to kiss Alice but couldn’t help it. A part of him wouldn’t let her go; the irony was, that same part had probably pushed her away forever.

Chapter 21: Confrontation

“Graham and I are back together!”

Vicky was at Mandy and Keshia’s apartment breaking the news to the girls. Keshia looked at Vicky in disbelief.

“What? When? I mean, how?”

Victoria stared at Keshia; a triumphant look illuminating her eyes.

“He finally learned why I left him in the first place. I guess it’s a mix of love, regret, deception and guilt. Funny you should ask, Keshy, you of all people should know.”

Mandy shifted her look to Keshia.

“I don’t understand what’s going on…Do you, Keshia?”

“Believe me, Mandy, she does. You ought to be actress, girl. Your goody two shoes act; we bought right into it. If I hadn’t known all along, I probably would’ve doubted it ever happened. Hell, I’d think I was crazy.”

Keshia was nervous; Vicky knew something and was playing with her. She couldn’t risk revealing something Victoria didn’t already know. She had to play the game, whatever it was.

“Vicky, I don’t know what you are talking about. I’m sure Mandy agrees that you are not making much sense right now.”

“Oh, I’m not making much sense? Really…well, Graham didn’t seem to think so. Don’t you even feel the least bit guilty or you’ll keep the innocent act until the end?”

Mandy couldn’t stand it much longer. She didn’t want to wait around and be in the middle while Keshia and Victoria were playing some weird game.

“Enough, Victoria, what in the hell is going on?”

“Well, I’ll tell you Mandy just so you know what kind of two face bitch you’ve been living with all those years.”

Victoria posed to make an impression.

“Keshia has been having an affair with Graham”

Keshia could feel her world tumbling down. It couldn’t be happening. There was no way Vicky could’ve found out. Why was she talking about an affair when it was just a one-night fling? Keshia needed to think but she just felt so lightheaded. Then before she could react, everything went black.

“Where’s Victoria?”

“Keshy, honey, she upset you and you lost consciousness, I figured it was better if she’d leave for now.”

“My diary! That’s it! This is how Vicky found out. The girl calls me a bitch when she can’t even respect my belongings; she’d stop at nothing.”

“Are you saying it’s true you have an affair with Graham? You didn’t even tell me.”

“Mandy…first, this was a one-night thing, a mistake and second, I meant to tell you, I did but…I’m sorry, I have no excuse really.”

Keshia got off the couch where Mandy apparently had her lay on after she passed out and walked to her room. She had to verify something.

Chapter 20: Maybe She's Really The One

“What the hell…did you hit your head or something? Surely you can’t be serious!”

“I can’t kiss all those years goodbye. My relationship with Alice is relatively new and maybe just a rebound. I wanted to marry Vicky for God’s sake. That has to mean something.”

“Yes, that you are nuts. What is making you doubt now? You are almost rid of her. Soon you’ll get your house back and she’ll just be a bad memory.”

“Gary, don’t speak of her like that. Vicky had her reasons for everything she did and I deserved it.”

“You’ve lost me. You are saying she was right to treat you badly? That her calling off the engagement in such a cruel way was well deserved? How could that be?”

Graham took a long pause.

“I cheated…and not with any girl...with Keshia."

"Whoa! Miss "Goody Two Shoes"? Not only was I sure she was a prude but I even thought she was frigid!

"She's neither. But that's besides my point. Victoria says she's known all along. She was hoping I'd come clean but I never did. After the engagement it was harder for her to pretend and that's probably why she played tricks."

"Something doesn't make sense. How did she find out anyways? Keshia told her out of guilt?"

"I don't think Keshia would've told her. Only me and Keshia knew so it is a mystery to me how Vicky found out. I don't want to ask her given that the situation is bad enough."


Gary figured he had to think quickly. If Graham were to get back with Victoria, his plan would backfire. He could see Graham was struggling, he couldn't figure out what was the best thing to do. No matter who he'd choose, someone would end up getting hurt. Vicky had to be hiding something, the timing of her revealing she knew about Graham cheating with Keshia was a little too convinient. He had to find out what she was hiding and quickly. If Graham wanted to get back together with her, fine, but he'd make sure it wouldn't last long.

"Ok, say you get back with Victoria what makes you think she won't act the way she did when she left you. Are you sure she doesn't resent you still?"

"It's a chance I'm willing to take...I owe it to her, to us. After all, it hasn't been a year, barely a couple of months."

"It's your life. Don't say I didn't warn you. Vicky is bad news."

Graham had made his decision. He would've wanted to tell Alice first but he promised Vicky she would be first to know. This situation was very delicate to handle. He hoped Alice would understand.

Chapter 19: The Ends Justify The Means

Victoria got suspicious Keshia may have had a secret after her last visit to the girls. When they teamed up against her, she kind of knew something was on. She wasn’t sure it concerned her but she had to find out. She still had the key to the apartment since she used to live with Mandy and Keshia. She also knew Keshia kept a diary and all her hiding places so she decided to go find out.


“I can’t believe what happened last night. I made a horrible mistake. This is so not like me. I just betrayed Victoria. Betrayed her twice since I promised not to tell her. Vicky had to go to this fundraising event with Graham and she couldn’t make it and asked me to go with him instead. I’ve always liked Graham, I’ve always been a little jealous of Vicky for having such a wonderful man in her life. I thought it would be cool to spend a night in her shoes. I never expected they would fit so great.

Graham was adorable; very sweet and attentive. The evening was great but I’m afraid we both had a little too much to drink. Instead of going straight home each our separate way like we should have, I got back in the limo with him. I know I should’ve stopped myself but I couldn’t help it and I started imagining what it would be like to be in his arms, have him kissing me, make love to me. I initiated a very innocent flirting session and soon after we were kissing.

I could blame the alcohol but it would just be a sad excuse. We were getting pretty hot and heavy and he couldn’t get back to my place because of course I live with Mandy and Vicky. I didn’t want to go to his place either so we ended up at the hotel. Not a sleazy one, five stars; it was like a dream. We got to our room and quickly found ourselves undressed making passionate love. I didn’t take even a second to think of how wrong this was.

I guess I’m a bad person. Graham and I talked about it and we promised never to tell Vicky or anyone else. It reminded me he wasn’t mine. I had just betrayed my best friend. Being in Graham’s arms was so unreal and wrong, yet it felt so right. This is where jealousy had brought me. To a hotel room with my best friend’s boyfriend. I’ll have to live with this my entire life now.

I would want to be with Graham and yet it’s impossible. He’s a faithful man; even he can’t tell why or how this happened. I seduced him because I wish I were Vicky sometimes. Now I’m left with less than before I guess. I don’t have him and I’ve lost my self-respect. If I tell the truth, I lose my best friend as well. I sure made a mess of things.”


Vicky smiled reminiscing what she found out a few hours before. She had found exactly what she was looking for. She returned the old diaries were they use to be. Keshia wouldn’t notice a thing. She looked around the room once again hoping to find the new hiding place for the diary Keshia was currently keeping, but nothing.

After reading the journal entry, Vicky thought Keshy would’ve tried to steal Graham away from her. As she kept reading, she surprisingly found out Keshia never even tried. That girl was just expressing guilt and more guilt throughout the rest of the year. Funny, Vicky had done it to her in the past; this could’ve been payback.


“Keshy, you’ve always been weak”, she thought. “Too bad, Graham and you probably would’ve been a perfect pair.”


She was lucky the search paid off. It was hard to believe Keshia was able to keep a secret this big for so long. According to the diary, only Graham and Keshia knew. Now Vicky did too and she had definitely used it to her advantage. He couldn’t have changed so much. Guilt would have him running back to her in no time. In a weird, twisted way; she had Keshia to thank for it all.

Chapter 18: One Desperate Attemp

“How could you do this?! I trusted you, Graham.”

“Really? Well, let’s talk about trust Vicky. What was Leetson doing at your party to start with? True, you were looking for another job while enjoying all the benefits you would’ve had working with me only you have a whole year off.

That year was for you to take some time to think. Think about us. But yet the first thing you do once you are free is flirt with my best friend and look for another job. You thought I wouldn’t find out?”

“Loyalty?! I’m all for a talk on loyalty. Me flirting with Gary is nothing compared to what happened between you and Keshia. Oh, I bet you thought I didn’t know. But I knew all along. I kept waiting for one of you to confess and apologize but nothing, you guys kept it secret because you believe you could get away with it. How many times? How many times?”

Graham opened his mouth but he was speechless. It had never crossed his mind that Vicky could’ve known. She started to cry.

“Do you have any idea how I felt? Betrayed by the man I loved and my best friend. Especially Keshia who was always such a goody two shoes. I spent all those nights with you just knowing you weren’t faithful. I even accepted your marriage proposal because I was unable to let you go…”

Graham approached Victoria and held her tight.

“I swear to you it only happened once. We were both drunk and the situation got out of control. We decided not to tell you because it seemed like the best thing to do. Vicky, I loved you. More than anything in the world and I didn’t want to hurt you.

I am truly ashamed you found out on your own and not through me. I wanted to tell you so many times but it just never seemed right. Then it was just easier to keep it inside for both our sakes. I deeply regret what happened that night and I could never erase it or make it up to you. I’m sorry.”

“How did we ever get to here? I should’ve been able to tell you I was leaving you because I was insecure. That I knew about you and Keshia. It would’ve saved us from this whole mess.”

“Maybe we couldn’t be saved, Vicky…”

“Do you really mean it? Alice, you haven’t been seeing her for long. Is it really serious? I’m sure you still love me, Graham. I just know it. I let you see an awful side of me lately but that is not me. We should start over.”

This was out of Victoria’s character. Graham didn’t know what to believe anymore. If part of him felt guilty she was so insecure during the relationship after he strayed. The other part felt she was responsible because she never confronted him.

There was also Alice in the equation. He couldn’t just get back to Victoria. It was too complicated. But he could feel he still cared and maybe even loved her just by considering it.

“Vicky, I have to think. I’m really sorry. I wish I had an answer for you but I don’t. I just don’t. I have to sort out my feelings. I promise, whatever I decide, you’ll be first to know.”

Chapter 17: Trying to Make Amend

“Are you ok, Graham? You seem…disturbed.”

“I’m fine Alice, it’s nothing to worry about.”

“This has anything to do with Victoria? We can leave.”

“It is related to Victoria but also Gary. We don’t have to leave. She won’t find out tonight anyways. I’ll deal with it in time and place.”

“Please, Graham, tell me what’s going on, I don’t want to be left in the dark.”

Alice was wondering if she should be worried. She thought Graham didn’t care for Victoria anymore, but the way he acted was leading her to believe otherwise. Maybe knowing exactly what was going on would put those negative feelings to sleep.


“Hey beautiful. Great party!”

“Gary! Where have you been? I’ve been looking for you.”

“Really? Good to know. Can’t wait to get me alone in a room?”

Victoria laughed.

“No. I wanted to ask you if you’d seen Graham or that girl he was with at Kisses.”

“Oh! That’s it?”

Gary pretended to be hurt. Then he smiled and pointed in the direction Alice was standing. Victoria thanked him before walking to Alice who was alone.


“Hi, Amy, I’m glad to see you here.”

“The name is Alice. Thank you very much.”

Victoria wasn’t too happy with Alice interrupting her and acting like she was so important all of a sudden. She pretended not to notice Alice’s attitude. She had to get back on Graham’s good side.

“Right, Alice, I’m sorry. I wanted to apologize for that regrettable incident at Kisses the other night. I would gladly pay for the dry cleaning if you send me the bill. I hope they were able to remove the stain.”

“Well, Victoria…”

“Oh, just call me Vicky.”

“I’d rather stick to Victoria, we’re not friends. And I don’t think it’s such a good idea to offer paying for my dry cleaning now that you’re out of work. And by the way, Leetson’s is going under and soon. I wouldn’t count on a job there. Have a good evening, Victoria.”

Alice grabbed a glass of red wine on the table next to her and dropped it on Victoria while leaving.

“I’m soooo sorry. I’m so clumsy. It’s a good thing you are home; you can change right away. I’d tell you to send me the dry cleaner’s bill but we can just call it even. Agree?

Victoria saw Graham arriving behind Alice. She flashed a very fake smile and said yes.

“I’d stay and talk to you, Graham but I just had a little accident. We can speak after. Wait for me!”

Victoria winked and left.

“Let’s leave Alice.”

“I thought you’d never ask. You don’t want to speak to Victoria?”

“Ideally, not tonight. I just want to be in your arms for now.”

Seemed like a star was shining just for her. Gary had partly taken care of the Victoria problem but she was still trouble of course. At least Graham wasn’t interested in speaking to her for the moment. Hopefully she would get the message and go away.

Chapter 16: Housewarming Party

“This will be the party of the year!”

“Keshia, that is an understatement, this will be the party of the century.”

“Vicky, you’re getting ahead of yourself, this will be a great party but maybe not the one of the century.”

“Since when are you the voice of reason, Mandy? I have the perfect house, the perfect guests, catering, music, Gary and Graham.”

Vicky laughed. Mandy shot her a dirty look.

“I invited Gary for you, of course.”

Little did Vicky know, Mandy knew exactly why Gary would be here. Victoria was too confident as always. Would be funny to watch her public humiliation. Even better, Mandy made sure Victoria had included in her list key people from Leetson’s and other publicity agencies. This would be a night to remember.


“Graham Bill, the one and only.”

“Leetson. It’s been a while.”

Graham and Leetson exchange a brief and polite handshake. It was obvious they did not appreciate each other very much. Graham couldn’t help but wonder why Victoria would’ve invited a man like him. It could be because they had similar personalities. Robert Leetson was a dinosaur. Not only because of his old fashion ways but also because he was hungry for blood both when conducting business or his personal life.

“It sure has been too long. Tell me how does it feel to not only losing your fiancé but to now have her look for a job in my agency?”

Graham almost chocked on his drink and was just about to reply when Gary joined them.

“Well, Victoria as of right now no longer works for Graham.”

“Counselor Sloane.”

“What an honor, you remember me.”

“Well, you sure are hard to forget, the lawsuit cost me nearly 2 million dollars. I sure would get you as counsel if I have to go to trial again. You were amazing.”

“Leetson, if you don’t mind, please excuse us, I need to have a word with Mr. Sloane”

Graham walked with Gary to a more quiet room in the house. He needed to understand whatever was going on.

“Victoria as of right now no longer works for Graham. Would you please explain this to me?”

“Simple. The agreement she signs states that during the year she would not be working with you, she shouldn’t be looking for another job.”

“I can’t believe this. I can’t do this to her.”

“Graham, she signed the agreement. She looked for another job while you were assuming her full salary and expenses. Let her deal with the consequences now.”

Next chapter: More of the party…

Chapter 15: A Little Flattery Gets You Far

“I’m just afraid he’s using you.”

“Listen, Keshy, I want revenge on Vicky as well. Besides, Gary can’t really be the one to convince her to look for another job. This would pose an ethical problem.”

Victoria who was walking faster than Mandy and Keshia stopped to let the girl catch up.

“Mind if I join the conversation? What were you guys discussing?”

“Not much, the movies that are coming out this weekend. If we can take a break, we’ll probably go see one.”

“Vicky, I heard something interesting about Leetson’s. His daughter was trying to impress the gallery this afternoon and was talking about how Graham was losing accounts to his dad’s company.

“Oh, well, I don’t care much. After all, it’s Graham’s company, not mine.”

“I think what Mandy is trying to say, is that with your potential, you shouldn’t be counting on Graham to get ahead. I’m sure Leetson’s would hire you in a heartbeat. After all, aren’t you the best at what you do?”

“I’m not quite sure. I would check it out but I do have a year of being paid doing nothing so there’s no advantage there, really.”

“This is where you’re wrong! You’d get double the salary. Well probably more than double since you’d probably make more at Leetson’s. Besides, if you really take a one year break, who knows what will have change when you’ll be back? It’s a long time to be out of it in the publicity field, from what I understand.”

“That’s sweet of you Mandy…maybe I’ll check it out.”



“So Mandy and Keshia think I should look for a job…at Leetson’s. Some of Graham’s big accounts are moving.”

“That is an idea. But Graham would lose a valuable employee. I have to say that Leetson’s from what I heard might make some employees partners in a near future. Graham doesn’t. So it does seem like a good opportunity. If they’re getting new clients, they’ll need extra help.”

“You know what, Gary? I like you. If it weren’t for Mandy…and Graham.”

“What about them? Nothing wrong with having a little fun. Mandy is ancient history; don’t tell me you care now?

“Not really, well maybe a little…”

“That’s just too bad. Because I enjoy this, having diner together, spending time with you. Haven’t we had more than three dates? What do you make of the three dates rule?”

Victoria laughed and looked at Gary. He was good looking and obviously interested but was it worth the risk of Mandy and Graham finding out they had a fling?

“I have to think about it. I’d say your chances are pretty good.”

“Hey, I hope, I’m starting to believe you are using me. I’m trying hard in here.”

“Not hard enough, maybe.”

“If this is a challenge, I’m definitely up for it, Victoria. I want you, I know I’ll get you.”

Victoria loved it. Gary was so confident. Now if she could just get Graham close enough to see, get jealous, she could stop this act. She was hoping he would finally fight for her even if it’d have to cost him his friendship with Gary.

Chapter 14: Staying On Her Good Side

“Vicky! What brings you here?”

Victoria stepped inside the apartment.

“Well, I’ve left a couple of messages on your voicemail and neither Mandy nor you called me back and it’s been a few days. I was worried. I figured I’d stop by and check on you guys.”

“Sorry about that, the week has been pretty hectic.”

“It’s alright, Keshy, I understand, I know Mandy and you are at the end of the semester. Still it wouldn’t have hurt to call; even just to say hi.”

The girls heard a key in the door. Mandy was back. When she saw Victoria, she smiled.

“Oh! Vicky, just the one I wanted to see. Have you been seeing Gary behind my back?”

“Behind your back? You’re not dating him from what I know. Anyways, Mandy, you know I have better taste when it comes to men. You should refine yours. And to answer your question, no I’m not seeing Gary.”

“Really? I saw you two having diner at Rizzo’s two days ago. Anything you want to tell me? I’d love to hear it.”

Victoria flashed Mandy a superior look and laughed.

“All business. Graham put together some documents he wanted me to sign regarding our agreement. Since he promised to give me air, he asked Gary to take care of it.”

Keshia couldn’t take it anymore. Victoria was being awful to Mandy.

“Are you sure Graham asked Gary to get you the papers because of his promise?”

“What do you mean, Keshy? Know something I don’t?”

Vicky paused; she looked at Keshia right in the eyes. She supported Victoria’s glance.

“You don’t know anything…you’ve always been a lousy liar.”

“Not always.”

“Great. I think I get it; I’m persona non grata. Thanks girls. I thought we were friends.

Mandy thought they pushed it too far. Victoria had to believe they were still friends, that they had her best interests to heart or the plan would fail.

“Sorry girl. I think we’re a little bit edgy with the final exams coming up and all. I was out of line to ask you about Gary but I still care about him. Did you sign the documents?”

“I did, of course.”

“Take a look at them?”

“No, I trust Graham. It was probably just a formality. It’s always better to have an agreement on paper. A verbal agreement is not very strong.”

Mandy smiled to herself. Everything was going according to the plan. Sure they used Graham but it was Vicky’s fault that she did not read. That could serve as a lesson when she would lose the house, her job and realize that Graham no longer wanted her.

“For the record, I’m also sorry. I only wanted to help, Mandy. You were not very nice to her. But I guess we deserved it for ignoring you so long. What do you say we go out for drinks? Today is Friday after all.”

It would be so easy to get Vicky to break one or even more of the terms of the agreement she had signed. Especially given the fact that she didn’t read it while Mandy, Keshia and Gary knew every word in the document by heart. Revenge would be so delicious.

Chapter fifteenth: January 27th --- A Little Flattery Gets You Far

Gary tries to get Victoria to look for another job and lure her in bed

Chapter 13: Getting The Plan In Motion

“Graham I’m your lawyer and your friend. I wouldn’t let you make a mistake so I took the liberty of preparing a document I think you should have Victoria sign. ”

“ What is it exactly?”

“The terms of your agreement. I thought you should have a legal document just in case. That way you won’t get screwed over. ”

“Not a bad idea. Listen, I don’t really feel like getting in contact with Victoria and I did tell her I wouldn’t be in her way. Could you contact her regarding this yourself?”

“Of course. You know you can always count on me.”

“Sure can.”

Gary smiled. Everything was going according to the plan. He was hoping Graham would see that he was doing him a favor. Someday he would have Victoria at his feet and Gary to thank. ”

“How are things going with Alice? ”

“Well…I wanted to take it slow and she seemed to want the same until recently. I wonder what’s behind the sudden change. I’m not complaining but it’s like going from O to 100 in a fraction of second.

“Then no more Victoria?”

“We are over. I mean, she can still keep the house and get anything I’ve promised her but I’m happy with Alice. She is better suited for me. We are officially a couple.”

“Congratulation! This is probably the best thing to have happened to you in a while. Listen, I have to run. I’ll get Victoria to sign those papers and will make sure to send a copy back to you. All the best to you and Alice.”

Gary quickly left Graham’s office. He was meeting Victoria for lunch. He wanted to pick up flowers on his way. He bumped into Alice. She flashed him a nice smile.

“You didn’t stay long. Meeting?”

“Kind of. It’s both business and pleasure. I just wanted to step by and get Graham’s approval on a final document.

“Really? I don’t see why he’d need a legal document right now. Nothing special is going on.”

Gary laughed.

“You sure are thorough but I already knew that. It’s regarding Victoria. I like you, Alice; I want you to take care of my best friend. I’ll take care of Vicky.”

He winked at her and left. He had to get flowers and his act ready before going to that diner.

Chapter 12: Fishing for information

"Graham, there's a Keshia Harsen asking to see you."

Looking at Alice, he could see she was intringued. She probably recognized Keshia as one of Vicky's friend at the club the other night. It sure seemed weird she would come to see him. Graham tried not to give the impression he was worried and asked Alice to let her in.

"Close the door, please."

"Don't worry, I had every intention to close it Graham, I'm not here to cause you trouble."

" Then why are you here, Keshia? On a mission for Vicky?"

Keshia laughed and approached Graham's desk. She sat on the extreme right corner and turned to look at him.

"No, definitly not. More on a personal mission."

Graham pulled his chair back and walked right next to Keshia who stood up as well.

"What kind of mission? What do you want, Keshia? You're here to threaten me? Try to make my life a living hell?"

"Calm down, Graham, I'm not that kind of girl."

"Really, Keshia? Because I wouldn't put it past you, after all, you are Vicky's friend."

"Well, sometimes I wonder, you know. After what happened between us. How I'm often thinking what an horrible person she is..."

"Keshia, what happened between you and I is in the past. I don't know why you are bringing it up. We were suppose to put it all behind us and never mention it again."

"Easy for you to say, Graham."

"Don't you make me out to be the bad guy. It's not like I raped you or anything, YOU came on to me. And I...I made a mistake."

"I was drunk, you were drunk. I never told Vicky. I'm not about to."

"Good. Then why are you here? I don't have time for games."

Graham hated to be reminded that he hadn't always been faithful with Victoria. Just a minor slip and there he was. He used to think Vicky was lucky to have a friend like Keshia but now he didn't know what to think. She was part of the reason why he stayed with Vicky all this time. The guilt was stronger than he thought.

“Okay, here’s the deal. What are your feelings toward Victoria?”

“Is this a trick question? Why are you asking me that?”

Graham was losing patience. But he could see Keshia was about to lose her temper as well.

“Two years, I didn’t say a word and yet, you still don’t trust me?…”

She looked at him straight in the eyes, ready to burst.

“Maybe I do have an ulterior motive but I promise it has nothing to do with you. It does not really involve you. If anything, I need to know to protect you.”

“Vicky and I are over if it’s what you want to know. I don’t want her back. Not now, not ever. I can’t even seem to remember why I loved her in the first place.”

“Thanks, Graham. That is really all I needed to know. I’ll be out of your hair now.”

“Take care of yourself, Keshy.”


Alice quickly moved away from the door. She didn’t mean to eavesdrop. She never had before. She had an important message to deliver Graham. Just as she was about to enter, she heard Keshia asking about his feelings for Victoria.

He said he didn’t love her anymore. She was happy to hear it even if part of her felt horrible. She shouldn’t have heard, she shouldn’t know. But now that she knew, it was an undeniable advantage.

Chapter 13th: January 21st--

Chapter 11: Different Point of View

“Now why would you do that?”

“To teach Victoria a lesson.”

“Oh, so let me get this straight. You think that Vicky wind up all alone…and then maybe, just maybe apologize? But to who?”

“She humiliated him, destroyed his reputation.”

“Doesn’t remember and probably doesn’t care.”

Keshy approached Mandy.

“I know you are hoping you and Gary can be a couple. Tell me you are not blaming Victoria for the mess it turned out to be after you met him.”

“Well, just a little bit. He did say the fact that she was my friend didn’t help.”

“Mandy! Gary is a womanizer! He used you, had a good time and now, he’s trying to use you again. Hope you didn’t let him score this time. He had his chance but he chose to sleep with you and then put a disappearing act. You shouldn’t forgive him, much less help him.”

“Are you going to tell Vicky?”

“No. You do realize you are putting me in an impossible situation?”

“I do…But I also want revenge. Sorry if you have to be involved.”


Keshia just hated the whole idea. Victoria wasn’t an angel, far from it. She probably had it coming. Yet it was hard to let it happen. Mandy was betraying Vicky’s friendship and she also was.

Gary would be the reason Victoria would lose it all. Sure, she had left Graham but only because she believed the grass was greener on the other side. Only if he were to see her with Gary, it would be the end of them. No way back.

It was a moral dilemma; she had to know if Graham still loved Victoria. She still didn’t know if that girl he was hanging out with the other night was “just a friend” or something a little more serious.

While she was starting to approve the idea of Vicky finally getting a taste of her own medicine, she couldn’t help but think of how unfair it’s be to Graham if he still had feeling for her.

Chapter twelfth: January 16th --- Fishing for information

Keshy tries to find out Graham’s feelings

Chapter 10: A Cold Hard Look

Graham’s mind wandered to the last evening he spent with Alice. They both lay on the freshly cut grass starring at the sky. The full moon lighted perfectly her face and made her hair glow. She was more seductive than ever and Graham had to fight the urge to kiss her.

“You are starring”

“I didn’t realize, I’m sorry.”

“Don’t be.”

She smiled. He didn’t recognize that spark in her eyes. Was it ok to kiss her? He was so scared of making a mistake. He couldn’t lose her. She was gaining more importance in his life whenever he’d see her. He wouldn’t say he was in love quite yet. But it sure was close to it.

“I think you want to kiss me.”

“Stop reading my mind.”

“I suggest you read mine instead.”

Her tone was flirtatious. He finally stopped holding back. Graham rolled to his side now facing Alice. He starred at her a few more seconds before she turned to face him. He tenderly caressed her face from her forehead to her chin. He gently moved a lock of hair that had escaped her ponytail and leaned in to kiss her.


Graham kept remembering that moment since it happened three days earlier. For some reason, he felt bad towards Victoria. He’d told her he would wait a year but surely after that stunt she pulled at the club…He didn’t know if he should tell her straight up his offer no longer stood. For all he cared, she could keep the house, the free ride for a year but he definitely wouldn’t be waiting for her.

It was hard for him to even recall why he fell in love with her to start with. Sure, she was beautiful but there had to be more. Yet, nothing came to mind. As if the entire relationship was superficial. Sure, she was a determinate person and he found that very sexy. Still, it wasn’t enough to justify his proposal. It hit him hard. After three years of dating Vicky, he couldn’t find one good reason why he was with her for so long.

“Vicky, whenever you get this message, please call me back. It’s Graham. We need to talk.”

He picked up the phone again.

“Hi Alice, it’s been three days since we’ve seen each other. I can’t get you off my mind. Would you join me for a drink and a nice meal later today?”

“I guess that could be possible…I’d be very happy to.”

“Perfect. I will call you around 5 pm and I’ll pick you up soon after. Can’t wait to see you again.”


Chapter eleventh: January 11th --- Different Point Of View

Mandy exposes her plan to Keshy.